A Day Trip

An adventure awaits.
The leg hits the gas and the journey begins:
Expectation rises.
Hope, wish, wonder....
Planning for something.
Planning for nothing.
And then fear shows up.
Of course. It always does. 
And so do anxiousness. Irritation. Agony.
What if the expectation fails to deliver? What if the adventure is meh?
All the feels together at once. Like an avalanche.
An avalanche of wonder, hope, excitement, fear, anxiety.
WHAT IF. What if this... what if that...
Beginning a journey is being open to a possibility.
Being open to ALL possibilities.
For something... or nothing.
Que Sera Sera.
The moment before - is the leg hitting the gas.
The adventure -- is the leg hitting the break.
Where do we land in? What did we enter? What part of the dream is this? IS this a dream? Is anything a dream? This break... is a break from what, exactly? 
An avalanche of feelings on a sunny afternoon day. 
On top of a mountain - where we look at the view - we really look inside. 
Perspective out is perspective in.
The journey starts HIGH, and continues INWARD.
Upward and inward.  
Upward and inward. 
Upward and inward.